notes
Sexuality was smth she never was able to consider while hosting, partially due to undiagnosed anxiety(+many other things), chronic pain, and intense body dysphoria (partially due to pain). Fae was at one point sex repulsed due to (mercifully "mild") bad experiences when very young and a panic disorder that severely triggers our POTS, but has been able to process things in the meantime, so now that feeling only ever returns while dealing with intense body dysphoria (which we dont really get post-top surgery and HRT, if dysphoria happens now its usually brief or more related to RSD).
Desperately craves affection and can be very physically clingy if fae feels safe enough with a person, they're sensitive and prone to anxiety